Self development

 

Have you ever wanted to start something but you always had the fear of not continuing ?

You keep asking yourself what if it wasn't perfect? What if I'm not qualified enough? And so on and so forth..

We all pass by this stage where you want to develop yourself but you don't know where to start, you want to do everything all at once but you end up doing nothing cause you thought you'll mess up if you did several tasks at the same day, that's what I thought a month ago, I wanted to start the Nano degree program to increase my knowledge in the digital marketing field, I thought this is a great opportunity and if I missed it I'll regret it for awhile, I knew I will learn a lot and that the certificate I'll get will increase my chances in getting a job in the field I love as I've been searching this whole year but I don't have a sufficient amount of experience so most companies these days doesn't put the time nor effort in teaching knew new people as they find it an extra cost that should be avoided specially in the presence of corona virus which as we know caused an enormous economic change, I wanted to apply and catch the opportunity but I also had the fear of not being able to meet my deadlines or stay on track and I kept postponing my application cause I had work and college and I thought I didn't have enough time for this course but what I learned back then was completely wrong 

You can relate to my story yes? So what I'm trying to say is that it was all in my head, all I needed is a push to start and a little time management to complete my tasks in college, work and the course so I started to look at the week and mark the hours of work as they are already an occupied hours I also checked the days I have to be in college which are 2 days per week and then I made a schedule I decided that the course time will be everyday from 8 to 9, I only need 5 hours a week to meet my deadline but I made them 7hrs to have a buffer or space for emergency or if I couldn't open the course for any reason.

So I just did it, I applied, got accepted started and here am I submitting my first project and excited to know what next, so what I'm trying to say is if you want something to happen just find a way and make it happen and all you need is a little time management.